Pack Myself

when I trying to get in to my website,i got no feel... ...
my mom is trying to advise me to participate a competition..ya,I will,mom
but on this time..i feel i have no time and busy all the time...
o...i wanna to say"oh,ghoss..!"...but i know this is not my word..
OK..i just same with my past...I'm confusing and "gelisah+ing" waiting the day of school opening..
my work was not done yet..right,,because of this..i feel nervous..
today..i "bezzi" with myself.I try to tell somebody but i can't..this is so painful..
ya..i know many things recently..many bad things..
is the time to pack myself to go far away from this place.......